Disgustingly Forgetful

I often wonder 
why the world 
is filled with so much hate
and judgement 

I'm tired 
I am the same age 
yet I feel so old 

I am the elder 
in this group of fools 
whom don't respect me 

I have to endure 
I have to try and teach 

I must keep the past close to us 
so we won't repeat it 

these people do not understand 
nor could they understand 

the painful and sinful syrupy dirt 
that trickles out of their damned mouths 

shut your traps 

so you won't make anyone's ears bleed
ever again 

they act as though I am stupid and I know nothing 
I KNOW MORE 
THAN THEY COULD EVER HAVE 

ALTHOUGH NOT PHYSICALLY 
I WAS THERE
MENTALLY AND WITH MY HEART AND SOUL 

do not speak so petulantly about war
and how fascinating or essential it is to join in one

you don't know the risks 
you don't know the sacrifices 
you don't remember 

SO DONT TALK 
YOU HAVE NO RIGHT TO SPEAK 

don't act as if I'm just a crazy old man or woman 

I have been called insane by many 

however

I am the only sane person here
along with very few others 

whom truly understand the world for what it is 

so keep your caves closed 
and never open them again 
until you repent your own stupidity 
and enlighten yourself to the truth of kindness and understanding 
only then will you have the true right of honest speech 

there is no matter of opinion
there is a soul, a subconscious 
that will come in time 
that will tell you of greater things
that you can not comprehend if you do nothing
but talk and spew your lies 

cut your tongues, unhook your teeth from your skull; 
vomit your hate and selfishness right out of your soul 

be quiet 

I do not wish physical or mental harm back
I only wish for you to learn 
if I tell you once and you listen, 
then you are acceptable 
but if I have to tell you repeatedly......... 

its just... disgusting 
some feeble minds forgetting, erasing, re-writing in place of lies 
ITS DISGUSTING 
SOMETIMES THEY ARE SO  
DISGUSTINGLY FORGETFUL